Thursday, 15 October 2015

Whole. Happy. Lost?

So I shared this in an instagram post but I wanted to expand it a bit.
And I am not even sure if this post makes sense or not but let's give it a shot!

We're often too happy and indulgent in our present states and that is not a bad thing at all. If anything, it is wonderful to feel and to be happy, to feel complete and at peace, even after some of our wishes have not been fulfilled. 

There can be times where we feel we can do better and move forward but we don't. Why start over again when you at last have found a happy place? The future is highly unpredictable and the probability of being 'whole and happy' is largely 50% or less. But if you really work towards it and you find the things you wanted once at a certain point in life right now, why won't you get it!? Some may say they are over it, they found something better, some might say that they don't think about it anymore. 

But everything in life, or almost everything is at a chance, right? Take your chances. Enjoy your happiness, appreciate it even but head for the new goal, who knows how much happier will you be there or with it? Who knows what you will learn in that newer journey or who will you meet? Will you find yourself or how about a part if you that you thought never existed?

Leaving your comfort zone is painful and scary and you may loathe new journey and may want to smack my face if you did so after reading this but perhaps you can say that you tried. You tried to a new thing. You tried to find happiness. You tried to learn something new.

Failure is not a bad thing at all, absolutely not! But failure without trying, that can be something that one may regret at some point in life. Maybe they won't, another possibility but my God, life is such a cocktail of 'Mayebes' and "What ifs'! 



You are in a dream and in a garden, late at night. You see fireflies and you can feel the roses and the grass. You can hear a water stream nearby. You lay down and look at the stars.
You feel at peace, complete and whole.
You can see something illuminate at a distance and then you hear a voice, "Go. See what it is. Take it."
You ask, "But what is it?"
"It is your happiness. Leave this comfort and go for that. It will better than being whole. Sadly, only you can make the light your own. Take the journey beyond the stream."
You ask, "But why now? Not when I prayed for it?"
The voice says, "Because it was being perfected with your longing. Its ready."Take it. It is yours now. But maybe it always was."

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